{"id":5003,"date":"2026-09-01T21:19:35","date_gmt":"2026-09-01T21:19:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/?p=5003"},"modified":"2026-09-01T22:45:05","modified_gmt":"2026-09-01T22:45:05","slug":"not-being-there-by-chance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/?p=5003","title":{"rendered":"Not Being There by Chance"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>by Steve Rockwell<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Author Jerzy Kosinski&#8217;s end-of-life note was short and to the point: \u201cI am going to put myself to sleep now for a bit longer than usual. Call the time Eternity.\u201d Hemisphere House in New York City became the setting for Kosi\u0144ski&#8217;s final, increasingly difficult years. On May 3, 1991, he died by suicide in his West 57th Street apartment bathroom, while his wife slept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"529\" height=\"815\" src=\"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/Jerzy-Kosinski-The-Hermit-of-69th-Street-book-cover-e1788281809389.png\" alt=\"Jerzy Kosinski, The Hermit of 69th Street book cover\" class=\"wp-image-5011\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/Jerzy-Kosinski-The-Hermit-of-69th-Street-book-cover-e1788281809389.png 529w, https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/Jerzy-Kosinski-The-Hermit-of-69th-Street-book-cover-e1788281809389-195x300.png 195w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 529px) 100vw, 529px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Jerzy Kosinski, The Hermit of 69th Street book cover<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I attended Kosinski&#8217;s 1987 Toronto lecture, at the end of which he quite eagerly consented to take part in my &#8220;Pick a Number from 1 to 99&#8221; project. At the corner of Hazelton and Yorkville streets, within a week or so after the talk, a chance encounter with the author took place. Information about a future exhibition possibility of my &#8220;Numbers,&#8221; did get conveyed. At the point where Kosinski was handing me his business card, however, a female companion arrived with a bulky shopping bag. Popping the trunk of the parked car, she urged, &#8220;Come on, Jerzy. We gotta go!&#8221; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"668\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783-668x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Steve Rockwell, Pick a Number between 1 and 99, 1987, printed form with ink, 8.5 x 5.5 inches. Form signed by Jerzy Kosinski on May 3, 1987 at his Toronto &quot;Being there&quot; talk\" class=\"wp-image-5022\" srcset=\"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783-668x1024.jpg 668w, https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783-196x300.jpg 196w, https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783-768x1178.jpg 768w, https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783-1001x1536.jpg 1001w, https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/KaiJerzy-scaled-e1788302032783.jpg 1270w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 668px) 100vw, 668px\" \/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Steve Rockwell, <strong>Pick a Number between 1 and 99<\/strong>, 1987, printed form with ink, 8.5 x 5.5 inches. Form signed by Jerzy Kosinski on May 3, 1987 at his Toronto &#8220;Being There&#8221; talk<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(to be continued)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>by Steve Rockwell Author Jerzy Kosinski&#8217;s end-of-life note was short and to the point: \u201cI am going to put myself to sleep now for a bit longer than usual. Call the time Eternity.\u201d Hemisphere House in New York City became the setting for Kosi\u0144ski&#8217;s final, increasingly difficult years. On May 3, 1991, he died by &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/?p=5003\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Not Being There by Chance&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5003","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-projects"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5003","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5003"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5003\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5025,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5003\/revisions\/5025"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5003"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5003"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/dartmagazine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5003"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}